Well...

Here I am about to graduate college and I can't even decide what I want to do for the summer. My plans for next year are all worked out, but my summer plans are a mess. Both of my parents want me to stay with them. This wouldn't be a problem if they still lived ten minutes away from each other. Try about 12 hours instead. Yea, this is a definite problem. I must admit I am more sympathetic towards my mom, but I don't exactly care for my step-dad. Also, two of my best friends will also be on Long Island with my dad. The catch is that my dad is moving this summer, and if he has to go sooner, I am stuck with no where to go. This is so confusing. I started to cry when I was talking to my mom. I really didn't want to, but its hard for anyone to understand what its like to choose between your parents (unless your parents are divorced and live in different states).
I really wish I could talk to someone about it, but since none of my friends know what I am going through, it is hard for them to give good advice. If I do talk to someone, it will most likely end up with me crying and them trying to make me feel better and I definitely don't need pity right now.
Ok I think thats enough venting for right now. More later.